My Darlings...Sorry for being late with our last--hate this word as I'm not good at handling the feeling attached to the word--entry of our journal. I have no excuse for that. My head gone blank and I couldn't get myself to write just about anything. Here I am though and I like us to share about this--the hardest thing in my life. Don't forget to use adjectives or adverbs where possible na kha.
Many years ago, nothing in my life was hard but getting myself to write my thesis. I finally quit the job I love in Bangkok just to concentrate on writing the thesis. Part of the reason was that I, deep down inside, didn't believe I couldn't make it. Eventually, I completed it and that was the day I felt the true liberty. Time has gone by and today I'm facing the thing I sort of believe I...I don't know...see, it's hard to accept that I may not make it. That thing is 'quitting coffee'. I may have to finally admit it's the hardest thing in my life for I remember quitting it a few times already, but I kept coming back after a few months. This time things started last Friday when I got on a bus to Chiang Mai in the morning and didn't have time for my coffee. On the bus, I slept all the way until I arrived in Chiang Mai in the afternoon. Then I started feeling a bit of a headache and it was worse with each second passed by, but there was nothing I could do as my friends were driving me to a mall. The headache got so strong that I ended up with a couple of tablets for I couldn't bear it any more; it was like an invisible powerful hand was squeezing my skull. I then thought--This is not fair. My body can't protest me like this because I didn't mean to neglect feeding her with her favourite drink--. From that point, I, once again, determined to quit the drink I saw as the nectar of satan. And here I am, a not so well-functioned Supin, a drowsy Supin, and a weak Supin who is struggling and striving not to surrender to the drink black as hell but sensual as waves foam alluring the morning sunlight.
“The Hardest Thing”
ReplyDeleteMy indolence seems like the parasites hiding in my body which made me become more and more lazy. They were residing in my body and grew up constantly in a day like a virus that I have to fight this kind of procrastination diseases every single day. It has become one of the hardest things for me. In addition, it was extremely troublesomely to be energetic for clearing all piles of works or any kinds of assignments.
It’s quite a long time that I haven’t think about breaking my bad habit of procrastination. I think it’s about 2 years ago before entering to the university. I always procrastinate of reading books, doing assignments, having some extra studies or applying for the quota from many universities. I have ever been a passive-person who never serious about anything. From this point has causing me forgot about canceling the quota of Mae Fah Luang University and the admission score I made that can made me enter lots of other universities that I wish has gone already. However, it doesn’t matter. I thought that every university can gives me the Bachelors Degree. But all of my relatives had complained me a lot about this because they don’t want me to study in the infamous university. Moreover, they had blamed me about my laziness so, I think to my self that I have to be more active, be more conscious and I have to proof that graduated from this university, I will be a more efficient person.
Jutakate Chaimanee
ID:5131006015
Section: 1
The Most Hardest Thing.
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The most hardest thing for me is how to make others people and my family. Especially, my father and my mother are permission and accept what I am.
Looking backward when I was a kid, I can not remember how old was I but while I was study at Primary School. That time, I consort with only female friend and behave like their behavior like a girl. Every day, I went to my school, I was felt very badly felt discontented and not happy because other male friends studied the same classroom or different rooms every time they met me, they called me that “E-Tud(อีตุ๊ด), E-Krateay(อีกะเทย) ”. But I suppressed my anger and hurt out and abused them just only in my mind. I thought in my mind that “everybody is talking all this stuff about me, why don't they just let me live?” I need permission, make my own decisions. Even, my neighbors they called me that “Ying Dome(หญิงโดม)” my parents and me would hear their called, their unthinking my parents that what their feel?. They can take everything away from me but they can never take away my truth.
Nowadays, I know that my parents discontent what I am as well and I do not know what to do. Someone tell me that “if you want permission and accept from your parents you have to study hard, have a good job and be good person in society”. Today I am trying to do what they tell me. I feel tired. I also do not better or more? It's the way that I want to live. Don't get me wrong this is true of me nothing obscure.
All words of insult they can not really get me down I see nothing wrong in spreading me.
Why can't I live my life?
Without all of the things that they said.
Name : Mr.Pisut Sripairoj
ID : 5131006073
Section : 1
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ReplyDeleteThe trusted friend reveals your secret; your best friend copies your work, and so on. Now everyone knows when we have been hurt, the first thing that we want to do is forgive. The truth about the forgiveness is more people talking to one another. Forgiveness is not making life easier for people who hurt you, but it is good to know that we should forgive other's mistakes, but when people say forgive they fail to open-minded because many people are overwhelmed with these feelings cannot break away from it. Since, it is hard to do, my grandmother taught me that the most powerful to allow to run free your independence is open-minded of all people ever give you pain in just about every other person you break away from his mind by the forgiveness. You will break yourself to break free from distress. Besides, she told me that if we don't know how to forgive, we will be suffering; we will become adults who do not know forgetfulness, and life filled with anger to others cause to face the troubles our life. Even though, forgiveness is so hard to do, but it is what I need to do. So, I always keep telling myself that I must do it because its power, forgiveness, makes me happy while if I cannot forgive other's mistakes, the consequences turns out, can affect both my physical and mental health in limitless ways, I will be serious concerns between uncomfortable and unhappy, and I will not control my mind every time I think. I let them take over my heart and my life. They will be in my thought all the time, and events that make me angry in my mind. Moreover, unwillingness to forgive is the basis of negative thoughts which are the main cause of frustration and hurt other people. In contrast, when another person did wrong and they say sorry. I gave the second chance to them, and I forgot that mistakes because it was the plastics. When I forgive, I saw people with hopefulness and happiness. At the very same time, when I did that wrongs, I told them that I regret what has been done, and no matter how they react whether good or bad. It’s not matters because I have expressed regret for what has been done. It will help me release my independence. Briefly, forgiveness will help us to stop problems like advantages of a clean glass that waiting to fulfill with fresh water. Even though, saying “I do sorry” is easy to say, but more difficult if not as a regular practice; therefore, we should keep trying this.
Mr.Dusit Pingsusan
5131006171
Section.4
The Most Hardest Thing
ReplyDelete“Fat” is the word that I hate it. This word comes from my shape because I am not person who have a good shape. For this reason I want to lose my weight but it very hardest thing to do. Last three years, I had weight about 57 kilogram that it was very fat for me. My weight was influence for me because I could not wear my lovely dress, and I felt my shape is not good when I looked at the mirror. Moreover, it was time that I will go to the university. I decided that I should exercise by aerobic. Every evening, I went to exercise at Chom-Nan garden that it was good and natural place in Phistsanulok. I did exercise during three months, and I could lose my boring weight from 57 to 49 it was about eight kilogram. It was fantastic for me but my weight it was not constant since I graduated from my school. After that I studied at Mae Fah Luang University. I got a lot of homework and activity that made me serious. I ate a lot of food and I felt hungry all the time. In addition, I did not have enough time to exercise and relaxed too. For this cause, my weight was rise from 49 to 57 until now. I tried to find the several ways to lose my weight but it not easy to do it. For example, I was diet in evening, exercised, and ate some delicious vegetable but it did not work. All of thing that I did for lose my weight was very difficult and hard to do. Although I tried to do again and again, it could not lose my weight anymore. Therefore, I think lose my weight is the hardest thing for me.
Miss Chanadda Sokprasurt
ID:5131006017 section 1
dusit...i used to be like what you've described on your journal. i always remembered what people did to or upon me and 'i'm sorry' seemed to be the hardest phrase to utter. your grandma is right--once you've learned to forgive and say 'sorry,' you free yourself from all the sorrow and sadness.
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ReplyDeleteIt is like a rushed storm in my head, and heavy hot wind blows my body when I feel angry. Some said I am an aggressive person, and some said I am the one who did not know “forgiveness”. That is me in many years ago. I usually had the bad feeling when people said some unpleasing things to my ear; accusing, interrupting or lying. My reflection was saying the true messages which were floating in my brain at that moment—my mom call this “arguing incessantly”, and also call me “B, the communist”—to any person who acted like I was telling a lie. It seemed to be the argument or kind of fighting. Yes, it was! I fought for anything I have said and I thought it was true; I even did not accept anybody opinions, if I thought that was wrong! Moreover, I never said something like “forgive” to anyone I hated or made me angry. May be, I am not only an aggressive person but a narrow-minded person. What a shame! The question is how can I accept or listen to others’ opinions? That is the hardest one, actually. I learn to listen to myself, and I learn to think about the truth not only “my truth” but the other’s too. I immersed myself in finding the answer for a year—and I can say “everyday”. I did not think I could do it because when the same situations came, I still feel the little hot wind in my ears. As I knew that I am going to be a mad girl, I started stop speaking (I think this is the best way) when someone say stupid things I did not like. Then, I tried to keep my head still, and “listen”. Eventually, I said my best ideas I chose from all of the floating text in my head in order not to hurt anybody’s mind. It was work! I can restrain my mouth and my anger. Besides,this is "new" me, I “hear” everything that the other says. I have learned that if I want to do something I think it is over my capability, I can do it if I try intentionally. However, being an open-minded person is not too bad or too hard. Nowadays, I know what to say and what to do when that feeling comes – even sometimes, it is beyond my endurance, sorry that I have to be that mad.
Kamala Sopatien
5131006004
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ReplyDeleteSince I entered to Mae Fah Luang University, I met many people as friends. I couldn’t judge them who are good or bad, but I am waiting the time to judge them. I just know I cannot tolerate someone that I hate till I know some friend who I do love her; at the beginning, she looks kind and cozy. I liked to talked with her because she is the best one who could listen me; she talked to me every word is cool that I never thought in the world has people like this before. Finally, she betrayed me; she told my secret to other that is not truth at all. She made my heart disastrously. Thenceforth, I never talked with her anymore; she still talks to me although she knows that I know who snipe me. Every time, I avoid her because I know I cannot bear something like this; I cannot mask to her because I cannot...( I don’t know why?) .It may I cannot fake like her. Now I’m very happy to close with the best one friend; she always helps me without the condition. I think I’m very lucky to meet her as best friend although she doesn’t be fair-spoken, but I think it better to meet someone who fair-spoken that contrasts with her exact behavior. That’s it! The hardest thing for me to bear with insincerity!!!!
Miss Parani Wanitkamonnun
513 1006 052
Sec : 1
The hardest thing in my life
ReplyDeleteThe hardest thing is around me. Since I was a child everything seems like a hardest thing for me. In that time, even go to restroom it seems to be hard for me. But one thing is still the hardest or me is swimming. Someone said that “you have to get drowned before and then you can swim” it is not true. When I was a child swimming is the activity that I’m very hate and anxious. Because I used to drown, I sneak away to water fall with the gangs; my parent does not where I am. The feeling when you are under water and your feet can not reach the ground, it is very frighten every time when I think of it. I can not breathe and can not swallow water anymore, so I almost die. But good fortune, my friends can help me from that nightmare. They drag me from the back; moreover some of them drag my shirt. Therefore I can survive until now but still can not swim. Thank for my lovely friends.
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The hardest thing
ReplyDeleteI’m a woman who is always serious about love. When I have a boyfriend, I am always take care him and do everything my best. When I am doing something, I am always thinking of his feeling. I am afraid that I may do something wrong and my beloved may feel bad, hurt, or sad. One day, my boyfriend said good bye to me because he went back to meet his ex-girlfriend and walk with her together. At that time, I think my love likes a glass in my hand. In the morning, I may use this glass for drinking milk. When the weather is hotter, I may use it for drinking cold water. Sometime, when I’m sick, I may want warm water in glass. My heart looks like this glass; it wants me to put something into it in different time and in suitability. If I put cold water into the glass, then I put warm water into it immediately. This glass may crack and begin to disintegrate that likes my feeling, my heart, or my love. Besides, I felt like it’s killing me. I was alone, feel sad, and I cannot do anything. I was only crying and labored breathing in asthma. I am always thinking him and our good memories. I cannot delete it out of my head. Nowadays, sometime I think of him, but I try to think he never cares my feeling. Therefore, I should to forget him, but I do not know why I cannot do it. I think it is the hardest thing that I cannot tell myself I do not love him and cannot fade away our love and happiness. Now, I feel better, I try to be stronger and walk forward to my new life and love.
Tanissara Koomkrong
ID: 5131006036 Section: 1
The hardest thing
ReplyDeleteI had ever tried to ride a motorcycle. My friends taught me to turn it on firstly and let me control it to the road. When it moved forward, I felt that it was unsteady and quite sway a bit. I tried to control it forward but I thought that I might crash absolutely. Then I tried to make it balance, so, I controlled it to left and right instead. However, I was still to crash also, and then I increased its speed because I could not make it balance. Finally I could ride it but not as well as my friend. I was very happy for a while until I saw that I was going to go into a farm! In that time, I still did not know how to break this motorcycle, so, because I was afraid that I might be in the farm, I broke it immediately. My friend screamed because of roar and also the motorcycle that revolved. Fortunately, I did not fall down to the road, but this made me fear to ride it again. Now, I still can’t control it because I can’t make myself balance, but I can drive a car as well as my sister.
Mr.Poohbordee Janpakpumpong
ID:5131006209 Section04
The hardest thing
ReplyDelete“Ghost” is the most fearful thing for me to cope with. Whenever I lived in the unfamiliar, dark, small places I would finally end up with the feeling of fear ghost. My family are kind of unbeliever in the supernatural things, therefore they would think that I’m nonsense in many times that I show my fear action to them. I had tried to handle this feeling after my father has passed away. I thought that “If he (my father) comes he would not hurt me for sure, because he is my father” Then I fall asleep with the light turn on. I could not sleep well in that night, I felt uncomfortable very much, it’s like something has came to bothering me all night. In the next morning I woke up with sweat full field on my face, because I was dreamed to my father. In my dream he came to meet me and told me that “dear son, you are my special boy I definitely would not spoiled or hurt you, furthermore I would protect you from any harm that would cause you a damages. I can tell you that, the ghost are really exist, but I won’t let them hurt you for sure.” Then I suddenly cried out loud, because I missed my dad so much. Once, I realized one words which my dad had talked to me in my dream that “Ghost is really exist” Only those sentence, it’s made me going to crazy, I’m fear for ghost for double and I can’t get rid of it until nowadays.
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Mr. Nakkrin Phoosangthong
ID: 5131006039 section 1
-THe hardest thing-
ReplyDeleteThe thing that I think it is the hardest is to study with a good grade because since I was young studying in primary school, I have not got a good grade at all, I always do the banal grade point average of 2.75 or less, it is never more than this level. My parents always blame me for it, This makes me feel sad or unhappy. the cause of my bad grade is likely to be that I suffer from hyperactivity, so I can not fully concentrate on the lessons that the teacher teach in the class, this problem makes me feel disappointed in some time. I really want to improve myself with more diligence in double in comparison with other students in order to overcome the condition of hyperactivity, But now it is not better enough yet as usual, and it seems that the GPA goes down little by little. I feel so hurt that I do not want to do anything or frustrated. I can do just phyche up myself to rise up tackling it because I believe that I will be able to get a improved grade with miracles if trying in tripple , just so hard to do it. Anyway or whatever happening, I must get ahead and go on.
CHANON CHAIRINKOM
ID 5131006022
SEction 1
The Hardest thing
ReplyDeleteHave you ever been in love, and broken heart? I was the one who got this experience when my ex-boyfriend came, and gone. I think that the hardest part of loving someone is know when to let go, when we have to say goodbye, and forget. At that moment we were in love, he always took care me, and made me happy when I lived, or talked with him. He was never care what people thought about us, and this thing that made me love him all my heart. Moreover, I always remind myself that I am not a real girl, and don’t hope about him too much. Besides, I was happy for a short time with him, on day he was changeable then, he left me, and gone to happy with new girlfriend. I felt the pain too much that him gave tome. Besides, I cannot forget the time when he walked with me; he held my hands, and sweet things. I cannot control my heart to stop love him, and I hated to see him love and happy with someone. I hope to hold his hands again, but it’s too hard that my love will lead him come back to me again. I think that it may take only for a while to love someone, but it will take all my lifetime to forget. It’s the hardest thing that I cannot forget him; I tried, and tried a thousand times to forget him, but I cannot do it successfully.
Mr. Thitiwat Pattanapansakul
ID:5131006177 section:4
The Hardest Thing
ReplyDeleteMy hardest thing is oblivion the thing that I love. I’m one of girls who gave precedence to love and also took care of my lover to be happy. Once I thought love is beautiful, but when my ex boyfriend left me as I still love him. It was hard to forget everything that we had ever done it together. I can remember details about him and often think of him when I stayed alone. I really mournful when he left me, and I still didn’t know why he chose to left me. I knew the reason, why he left me it was he had two girlfriends. When he was my lover, he also was some girl’s lover. I can’t control one’s mind to be fine because it was very terrible thing. That time he was a bad person for me, but I can’t hate him while his behavior was so bad and exasperating. Although he left me for a long time, now I still miss and may be love him.
Eventually, I perceived that when I already love him, it hardest to forget about that memory with him except I were a memory lapse person.
Saowanee Thongtonwong
5131006249 Section 4
Nakkrin...having read your story, will i be able to sleep tonight???
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ReplyDeleteThe hardest thing for me is, I can’t quit my habit that I am the person who always crazy in love about something that I like most. I am always seriously about that thing a lot or too mad about it. It is the hardest thing for me, if I thought to “quit” it because I never done it success. Sometime I will stop this habit, but I will come back it for not long time. Nowadays, I am BIGBANG fan club for about 2-3 years. I am very mad about them. In spite of this, before I was become a fan club, I just listen their song, but I am not interested about them much; whereas, listen for a long time, usually listen everyday and heard their voice all the time as well as often know more about their information; as a result, I am become a biggest fan in BIGBANG fan club finally. In addition, two years after, I must open computer everyday for download their performance or read news about them. Just all of this, it can made me feel happiness. On the other hand, if I can’t open internet, I must listen their song or see old picture from my computer unless 1 hour per day. However, it have something that I am not satisfy myself is, I usually keep my money for buy goods about BIGBANG like CD, DVD concert or other goods that they are presenting. Some goods are not cost too much price and value, but if it has their logo on it, it has become more price and double value. The goods are imported from Korea, so the price is so very expensive for me, but the price is not important more than the value. I have collected the goods about them like a collector, but almost goods are so expensive due to the brand loyalties. In addition to once week that I have not eaten any meals all week because I had spent my money for buy expensive CD and Sweater already. I was very hungry and think about myself “why am I so stupid, it causes me lots of problem” However I want to say thank you for my friend because they gave mama to me. I was so impress, but from these situations it didn’t made me realize about “wanted” from goods of BIGBANG. Nevertheless, this situation has taught me about how to plan my money and be carefully for paying, I should think a lot before pick out my money for buy something. However, when I received these goods already, in my mind it full of the happiness, I never think about the price at all. I don’t know in the future, I may be quit from BIGBANG fan club or not, but my love of them is hard to decrease because when I tried or feel lonely, I just watch them and listen their voice, it can made me feel better and smile without any reason.
Kamonkarn Manngan
5131006001 section1
As I told you before that I extremely love watching Chinese period series including Taiwanese and Hong Gong. These days, I am busy watching Taiwanese series: I sleep at 4 a.m. on Monday to Friday and I stay up late till the morning on weekends just because watching them.
ReplyDeleteWhile I am watching them, there are many questions come to my head. For example, when will the main actor and main actress love each other? When the bad guy is loses? The point is -- when I watch them I can't control myself to stop continuing watching. At the end of every episode is always exciting and makes me want to know what will happen in the next.
There are many times that I go to the bed but I can't sleep at all. I brood upon the story: I really want to know what will be next. I have to continue watch the next episode instead going to sleep. When I feel sleepy, it is already dawn! It’s luckily that this term I have classes in the afternoon, so I can wake up late. The hardest thing in my life is to stop continuing watching series movies.
NUJAREEWAN SORNJIENGKUM
ID: 4931007030 SECTION 4
Since I was born, I always found many hardest things to do in my life such as about slim shape, make myself beautiful, and anything like this. Almost of that, it will be story about beautiful but the really hardest thing to do in my life, it is make me to be like a women. I think this thing, it is nonsense thing for someone but for me it is serious thing. Have many persons around me say that they feel envy to my beautiful face. Event though many person always said that but is not make me proud a lot because I think, I haven’t anything like a women. I always thing to the cause that make me feel like this finally, I can’t find this answer and no one can tell me why? Now I try to do anyway that can help me to be like a women such as take more medicines, inject the Hormone, and lost my weight for slim shape. Anyway that I did, it can help only my appearance but not my mine. I think this thing that I try to do; I still do it in the future because I don’t know when it is finish? Finally I hope that everyone around me love me that I am I.
ReplyDeleteTeraphol Moungmanee
ID : 5131006038 Sec 1
The Hardest Thing
ReplyDeleteI am smile, smile am I—I never stop a smile even though I am in blue. It seems difficult thing for me but actually I can do because I believe that smile is not bad but makes me feel better in every time. A smile brings more friendship between people around the world so, it brings me more desire and happiness too. These are parts of the reason why am I cannot stop smile. The most important thing is when I got angry someone I usually angry him or her about five to ten minutes and then I am quietly beginning to calmed down and able to smile soon. For instance, once I was conflict with my close-friend and no talk together for a few days; suddenly, I would like to say that I forgot one and give a smile at her, so we are coming to be in the same gang again. Moreover, I do not like to regard whoever as enemy and hold thinking in negative way in long times. However, I think that a smile of me can make both of enemies and friends in the same time; it depend on the situation and idea of each person. In the same way, how I can do if my hardest thing is keeping a smile after the bad event gone. Thus, the last important thing, there are a lot of pretty meaning in the word ‘smile’ that no one never know before, so try to ask yourself that did you smile today and try to do it. I believe that the wonderful things will come to you absolutely.
Miss Pradthana Seangduan
ID.5131006049 Section:1
The Hardest Things in my Life
ReplyDeleteI am a person who is shy to do something in the preceding. Especially, when I studying in English classes with many people who are speak English fluency, but I am not. Indeed, there is the serious problem before I came to the university. It makes me nervous every step to walk forward to the future. Firstly, when I sat on a rigid chair in classroom, I look so excited, not self- confident, and worried about the environment around me in this room. Likewise, whenever the teacher wants the volunteer to answer the questions; whereas, I try to avoid teacher’s eyes because of bashfulness. Also, I am excitable when I must go to speak English in front of the class. I am anxious that I will make a mistake and other people will laugh at me. In addition, when the teacher asked, “Do you have any questions?” most of them in a soundless classroom are take a sitting sleep and absolutely silent like a cemetery. Still, not have the questions or the answers reply to a teacher. At that time, I try to count when the hard time will be pass on. I thought that why a minute hand is walking slowly than when I slept on the smooth bed in my dormitory and have a nice dream too. This is the hardest thing that has the influence to makes me cannot improve my English skill, it like an idiom “If you’ve to be shy a teacher, you will not get the knowledge. Even though the answers are incorrect the main point, which is a good memorizes to learn from my mistake and keep it deep in my memory. Thus, I must be self- confident and have low self- esteem to reduce my acted with shyness. Not thing are hardest out of my power, “Where there’s a will, there’s away.”
Ms.Prapimpan Nimnual
ID:5131006048 Sec.1
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ReplyDeleteAs long as I still breathe, thinking look like my shadow that stay with me all time even if I sleep. I cannot appeal thinking to leave from me while I also cannot out of thinking. It is also my friend. However, it is not always my good friend. In last summer, I had gone with my ex-boyfriend but I still kept in touch with him. I hoped we will be friend, but he didn’t give friendship to me. In this time, negative thinking came to my mind that I was bad person who made him sad. When I thought that I felt a little black devil whispered this sentence near my right ear. While a little black evil was whispering, a little white angle whispered me in my left ear, “It’s good for you to forget him.” I was annoyed and stress with it. I wish both a little devil and a little angle will stop psychological warfare in my head. Oh! My wish never comes true. Not only they didn’t stop, but also they added topic to discuss in my head. I really tried to stop it and got rid of a little black evil to the hell, but I failed. Second time, I tried to close my eyes and sleep, but I did not better. How a terrible day! Why I tried to control my angle and devil, but they was stubborn? Finally, I knew that thinking is the hardest thing to control. I always told to myself that it is nature of human that I should accept it and stay with it until I die. Don’t try to control thinking; otherwise, a little black devil and a little white angle will wake up and say hi with you. ^_^
Apinya Pimpaka ID: 5131006252 Sec:4
NUJAREEWAN...hong gong is thai. put it in english as hong kong na kha
ReplyDeleteTeraphol...stop trying and be yourself. act and do things as you want to or feel like to. if you are a female (by heart noy body), then the things you do will tell
ReplyDeletePradthana...what's wrong with smiling then?!? why do you want to quit/stop it or think you should stop smiling?!?
ReplyDeleteI always get a lot of problems about my speech whenever I have to present in front of the class. I think it makes me ashamed and feel uncomfortable because it’s so hard for me to control my voice and body as well. When I studied in Matthayom6, I had to present about my life and family in French. I thought it was very easy topic that everyone could tell, but I couldn’t do it well. After friends had applauded to me, I stood in front of the class with my shaking legs. At that time, my brain was blank automatically and I couldn’t remember anything that I had prepared before; my speech was not fluent. With staring from my friends, I felt excited and got a pressure, so I decided to stop my presentation instantly. Surely, I got low point. I think that’s my hardest thing in my life.
ReplyDeletePaveena Thongdee
4931007053
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The Hardest Thing…
ReplyDeleteWhen I start to think about “What was my hardest thing in my life since I were born” I think that “Have a conversation with stranger” was so hard for me, sometime I can’t say anything with stranger even I am a talkative person if I be with my friends. When strangers comes, silent atmosphere will occur to me and I cannot say anything first I must wait until they start talking with me then I can reply them. Because of this situation of me, almost people think that I’m such a silent guy to them I don’t like this situation but it’s so hard to me to start talking with stranger, but I must to try to suvive in this planet.
Prach Srisang
513 1006 188
Sect.4
When you let a lie slip out of your mouth, you find that there is nothing harder than telling the truth. Sadly for me, I have learned this unpleasant lesson myself. For a while, I have something that I have hidden from a very close friend of mine because I thought if she knew she would have taken it away from me. Just because of this thought, I did not tell her about the thing. Every time our conversation came close to the thing, I had to change to a new topic to avoid mentioning it; yet, eventually the conversation came to it, and that was when the first lame lie slipped out of my mouth. What’s more funny is I have to tell more and more stupid lies to make the first lie sounds like a fake but believable truth. With the look on my face, and with the words that I say, I have lied to her. It is not fun at all to see myself gradually becoming a serial liar. It hurts every time I lie to her because she is very sweet to me. She always kindly tells me every thing--at least I think so--that may be useful for me. Maybe, that is because she never sees me as her competitor but as a good friend. I wish she could be a little bit meaner to me so that I would not feel this much guilty. I want to be honest with her, but I am scared that she will get angry and never forgive me. I do not want to lose this friend, and I have made myself believe that it is reasonable to keep this secret with me in order to keep this friend. Up to now, I do not have guts to tell her the truth since telling the truth becomes the hardest thing to do for now.
ReplyDeleteNujaree Intasao
ID 4931007142
Sec 4
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ReplyDeleteThe hardest thing….
ReplyDeleteOn last four years, I haven’t seen that which one is the hardest thing in my life for the reason that I believe there is nothing that people can not do. In now a day, I am thinking about did I choose something wrong or not… because I feel like -- scared -- like I have never felt it before. The something that I am thinking is English major, yes! I know it is the think that I have been looked since the last four years, but before the last four years, I had never thought about it, I was thinking about painting, and I am good at that. Moreover, my family used to hope me to study about painting, designer, architecture, and interior. Now, I realized that the hardest thing in my life is I, myself. My self chose every feeling for me, or even the way I feel fine, happy, funny, sad, or crazy are here, it is in me. I am the center of everything. I know present is present and I have to face with English course here because I can not turn to change anything in the past even though I need it so bad. One thing I have to try is, to control myself like the Lord Buddha said, “learn to control your mind, and you can control anything.”
Monnattha Ketpaiboon
ID 5131006210
Sec 4
The hardest thing in my life.
ReplyDeleteLast semester, I have a lot of hard subject to study and learn them, especially; I must study some subject that I hate so much. This subject was Introduction to Economics. Introduction to Economics was the subject that I hate most because I can’t stand every thing that have a lot of numbers and diagrams. It makes me get a headache all the time. For the reason that I ignored to study Introduction to Economics; also, I almost withdraw this subject because I think it was effect with my grade. My closed friend told me “You should not with draw.” “Let me help you!” “Fight together!” According to my friend said to me I feel like I have more spirited which I want to pass Introduction to Economics absolutely. After midterm my score was not good enough. I discouraged with this subject, but I continued fight with my friend together. Consequently, before, final examination I read Introduction to Economics everyday; I try to understand this subject clearly. My friend helped me a lot. They taught me in some part which I didn’t understand. Final examination was arrived, it was around 1.30pm. I intended to do Introduction to Economics much more. I used every time worthy. On December my grade arrived. I was very excited. After I saw my score; I did not believe in my eyes. I got B plus. I was very blissful. This is the hardest thing in my life that I can pass it. I think if you try to do something intentionally, it were not anything you cannot do.
Peechapak Santatikarn
ID: 5131006201 Section: 4
"The hardest thing"
ReplyDeleteIn our life have to face many situations from many people. Each situation may be good, one maybe bad. When we face the bad events, it like the rain cats and dogs. And our body is among the rain. If we stand strongly, we can stand long time. However, if we cannot stand among the rain. Then we pass on the floor or run on the stream of rain.
When I conflict with my friend or someone, and I know I'm wrong. I want to excuse them. I try to find the best moment for talking with them. When I meet that time, I really pull my willing and brave. Then go ahead to talk "sorry" with them. However, I cannot say that. Even though, I will know that sorry is the best for mistake. In several time, I would sit far away from that friend for observe them. I will look their feeling; if they're cheerful or amuse in that time. I intend to say sorry to them; on the other hand, such this is only in my mind. I just think and it lost with with the time later. it like the speech that write on the sand and thin by a wind. Moreover, my feeling is terrible or sorrowful all the time. Even though I will smile; it just smile on my face, but that smile 's not from my mind. Do you know? this feeling is dreadful for me, I don't know it. It make me have ne power to create and to do something that I want. Therefore, this is the hardest thing for me . I try to solve and improve it.
Kamonporn Chanpreecha
5131006002
Sec:1
- - - -The Most Hardest Thing- - - -
ReplyDeleteI has a disease about my clumsy, as I said that because in my daily life who is close up me they will know in the exactly of my clumsy. I usually stumble over something when I walked on the normal way, in the last when I washed a dish it often broke and my mom she was blame me and afterward was changed all dish to a melamine, so it cannot break again. And the event that made me very ashamed to many people, since I was study in high school, I running so hurry up to stand in the raw on the 8.00 am and then I fall to a channel; my knees was bruised, my chin was wounded, though my body was hurt but I feel ashamed more than my painful. Once time that I ever worked a past time job at 7-11 shop, I am a casher; and the customer was paying for a coffee, and then my hand was pushed over the coffee cup that made it splashed around the counter and dirty on the ground, and it was a trouble with my college because they will help me to cleaning around the area. In the experience that I feel bad because how I careless and it does not a good habit and it also will be a bad personality.
Even though, I try to change this habit all the time, I try to be carefully more and more, but my clumsy still often occurs in my life until nowadays.
Oh…how a pity clumsy girl I am. >> TT__TT<<
Ms.Kamonwan Wongtee
ID.5131006003
Sect.01
The Hardest Thing...
ReplyDelete“Who’s that guys?” was a hardest question that I don’t want to answer. Yes, there was something beside it. Eight years ago, I have to face a big unsatisfied change in my life since my parent decided to have two adopted son. I have to share everything that belongs to me with strange guys them, especially, love. I felt so sorrowful and disappointed of what my parent did such painful wound in my fragile heart as I rejected their decision. The first day that unwanted guys called my parent “mom” and “dad” I felt like someone has put a thousand of needles inside my whole body. When I heard these distressful words, I just can’t hold my legs to stand on the ground. I don’t want anybody but me to say these valuable words. I want to be an only child, and I don’t need any brothers. Many times I felt like I’m living outside of the crowed. I felt so lonely, because there are two more members in the house. She always to listen of what they spoke, and often take side of him. At the beginning, I felt uncomfortable to live with them as it is a rocky relationship between us. I don’t know I felt like there is some kind of wall in my heart to accept them to part of family. I just can’t break that kind of wall to accept him. For me, it is unwilling to let anyone of friends to know that my family has adopted childs. Moreover, I have to tell friends that they are brothers when any of my friends asked me. So, I often give the real answer. I told them that he is only one of my relative. On the contrary, I told mom that I told my friend like thing she wanted me to do. Basically, I told a lie to her. I have live with them longer and longer and that I’ve learn to open-minded in order to let me know them. Finally, we get along well with each other and I can accept them as my brothers.
Miss Kamaporn Suraphat
ID:5131006012 Section 1
The hardest thing
ReplyDelete"Spending money"
My mom always said, “Save money!” This word still resounds and pops up in my head as if a thunderbolt directly hits on the center of my head; it alarms me when I pay more money in shopping. Indeed, I am a kind of people that usually spend money on whatever I want to purchase, but I prefer saving money by my own and spend it by consciousness. Moreover, it’s difficult for me to keep money without payment because I am teenager; I need to buy anything that I’m interested in such as books, cosmetics, vitamin products and etc. Actually, I used to think that I had to keep money for travelling in overseas country, but I failed myself, I spent all of money on purchasing laptop and other things. “Why don’t you save money,” said myself; I, however, began to collect the money again. One year went by, I rechecked my money, and I found that my dream became true. There was more than 10,000 baht in the bank. In reverse way, I thought myself, I had enough money to travel, so I went shopping again with joy and happiness, I paid more than a half of ten thousand baht without hesitation. After I went back home, and rechecked all money; immediately, the sorrow and gloom stayed instead of delightfulness. I could not go anyway then. Approximately a half of hour later, I recalled my consciousness and determination back, and I tried to think another plan for roam. “Thank you God,” said myself, I could have a mini trip in Thailand instead of overseas country, so I thought that it was last opportunity I could travel. However, I still think including of many reasons, “Why I have no restraint to keep money.” There is no answer for that, but I have remembered the word ‘one life, one chance.’ Therefore I’ll follow this principle, and consciously spend money. Eventually, it’s hardest for me to break the habit in spending money, but it’s not too late to learn the past instead of staying with negative thinking. Now, I am collecting money and thinking about next adventurous trip in Pai. Have you been there before?
Panupong Sae-lee
5131006207
Sec.4
The Hardest Thing
ReplyDeleteThis last journal’s topic is also a kind of hardest thing to do, because in my life, there are a lot of the hardest things that I faced. Some of them I cannot believe myself that I can pass it easily; however, I still kept it in my mind as yet. The hardest thing that I’m going to talk is just happened with me. It’s really hard to explain through the words, because it’s deep-seated in my heart. Someone who stays beside regardless anywhere and anytime is the one that I called valued friend, but I want you to try to imagine. When you faced with the treachery that made by the one that you called your valued friend, how do you do? Of course, it’s the trouble that I am experiencing. I don’t know how to do, I don’t know how to pass it smoothly, and I don’t know how to forget it! My journal writing here is my outlet that can help me to drain my bad blood out of my brain. Although its result is not equal to walking to that vicious friend and slap into her face, but writing this journal makes me feel better. I decided to describe this trouble to my parents, the most reliable persons, they taught me something that made me understand the variety kind of human. In addition, the most important thing I got from my parents that I should do in this time is “forgive, but do not forget.”
Piroonrak Chowprom
5131006200 sec.04
The Hardest Thing
ReplyDeleteI had ever read the dharma book which my father gave me since I was ten, it’s about self-controlled, to managed the emotion, and suggest the different way of positive thinking. The memorable thought which I got from this book is ‘when you angry, you burn yourself.’ Since then, I tried to think and make a decision reasonably; I can forgive whoever easily if they have sound reasonable answers for me, or if it occurred by accident. So, it is the easiest thing for me to forgive someone from his/her mistake, until recently event that my friends lied to me. It was the first time that I thought ‘to forgive someone is the hardest thing,’ because they intended to told me a lie not the accident or unpredictable event, but they attempted to hide the truth which the others already known except me. After I knew the truth I did not angry or unsatisfied, just feel bad—very bad, so I don’t know how to manage this feeling. I tried to stop the sorrowful feeling by think about the good reason of their deception and asked the others’ opinions by suppose the story, because I had ever tried to solved the problem by myself, but I can’t, finally I asked my sister for the advice, she suggest me the unexpected way which I never thought before. Lastly, I can find the solution from the others’ opinions. I can forgave them about their mistakes, but I really know that the relationship between us never same as before although I can talk, smile, or hug them with love. Even you take out a nail from the pillar; the trace of it will be forever, never merged to be as previously.
Miss Kornkanok Mattaya
ID 5131006005 Sec.01
Panupong...you pricked me with your story
ReplyDeletePiroonrak...so far, you've done not bad with your journal writing
ReplyDeleteWhere is it?
ReplyDeleteI always believe that everyone must have the thing which they cannot do, or solve it easily at least one thing that is the hardest thing for them. The hardest thing for some of them might be the ability to forget something or someone that you have the bad and good experience with. However, I think, the hardest thing for me is to find or seek the thing that I don’t know absolutely that where it is because there aren’t any hint or sign to tell me: I just know what it is. Therefore, it is too hard to find it as to find the needle in the ocean. I got this idea from the real situation of my friend, and she might think as me too. Many days ago, I went to my friend’s dormitory, and found that she was finding the ring which is her mother gave her many months ago. She tried to find that ring again and again, and she didn’t know when and where it lost. I and she helped together to seek it every where, no matter where, her bed, her table, or in the bathroom seriously for a long time, and then we didn’t find it. She was so sad, and worried: it’s like the tear in her eyes, but she didn’t cry out. Additionally, when I came back to my dormitory, she continued to seek it all night. Next day, she still sought it with expectation. However, many days later, she didn’t found it, so she was so hopeless. Finally, she made a decision that she didn’t want to find it any more, and she told me that if something belong to us, someday we will find, and get it accidentally.
It’s not only item, but also person. When we long for someone who also known as soul mate, but we don’t know who (s)he is, where (s)he is, and when’ll we meet together. This situation is as hard as seeking the item with out hint, or sign.
Miss. Paitoon Duangtuam
5131006204 Sec.4
oh paitoon...you both will find each other if you are the soulmate. you will not have to search or wait. if you look at the star and it refuses to shine, what can you do? right?
ReplyDeleteThe hardest thing
ReplyDeleteI never forget that day at twelve years ago, when I was just eight years old. The day that made me becomes a broken heart child. Although my parents had been quarreled for many months before that day, I never thought that the most mentally hurt day will come. I still well remember every worse situation at that time. “Who do you want to stay with?” my parents asked me. As soon as I heard that question, my wounded heart fell down, and broken out in to little pieces.”Anyone” I answered with confusion after thought for a while with the depression feeling because I did not understand why adults had to ask such a fool question to me. They treaded on my innocent heard from the bad actions that they did to each other, and their decision to stop their couple life at that time. That was not enough, they annihilated that fragile heart by asking that stupid question to me. I was their only child, they took care of me since I was born, and who should I choose to stay with if they had to separate? However, my mother decided to take me away from my father. After they sign the divorced license, my mother and I went to live with my aunt at other province. While I was sitting in the front seat of the van, sobbing with sadness and thinking that I will never meet my father again all my life, I saw my father riding his motorcycle home in opposite direction with the van. I looked at him until I could not see him. The tears flowed down my eyes along the way to my aunt’s home. The picture of my father riding a motorcycle still attached my mind until today. Even how long the time passes by, that picture always appeared in my dream. After I had faced that terrible day, I had to face with the sorrow life. My mother leaved me with my aunt, and she went to find a job in other province. I had not seen her for two years. I felt like I was alone in this cruel world. Although my aunt took care of me very well, I still desired the love from my parents; love that I used to gain since I was born. No one knew that I had to endure with that lonely feeling and the wounded heart alone, and no one thought that the unforgettable situation will changed a cheerful child into a quiet girl forever.
The time passed for twelve years, I grow up, and also my though. I understand the reason of my parents at that day now. I am not blame anyone about this because I know that no one want it happen. Even though I can adjust myself with the environment that has no parents, I cannot get rid of that cruel day out of my mine.
Chanikarn Petchana
5131006018
Section 01
The hardest things...
ReplyDeleteSince, I have been learning at Mae Fah Luang University. My parent always call me two or three times per week to ask me some question about living here and every time they usually remind me to concentrate on my studies and do not take an interest no the other thing so much, because they know that I like playing games too much. Exactly, nothing I can say to them but “yes mom” and “yes dad.” Until now, I realize that the hardest thing in my life is to do what I said to them. Sometime, it’s not quite a difficult thing to work hard and concentrate on studies, do my home work and review what I’m learning each day, but sometime, I feel it’s very hard for me to concentrate on whatever I have to do. I feel like boredom and very lazy to do anything with out playing games, read cartoons, or watching a movie or series that I bought from Mae-Sai. Someday I skip class with no reason and then use the time to do something nonsense, something like playing games, read cartoons or just “I don’t want to go”. Some semester, I can concentrate about a month, after that, my life is going back like it was, just playing, watching and hang out with my friend. First, I think the way to solve my situation is I’ve to quit ‘playing games.’ Last year I try to quit ‘playing games’ about three times but fail, this year ‘things’ started last month, when I saw in my girl eyes then ‘things’ came back in my head and I just told to her “I’ll stop playing game.” Finally, I quit playing games, but still do the other things ex. watching series and read comic book. I already watches series name ‘Entourage’ from season one to season six and follow by ‘Gossip girl’ season one, so now I have nothing to do, because I have no more series but work and review my old lesson. I hope these things will work for me, so I haven’t force myself to quit doing anything I like anymore.
Nattapan Sangngam
ID: 5131007028 Sec: 1
The Hardest Thing
ReplyDeleteThe hardest thing for me is doing homework. I’m never lazy like this before when I have to do homework. I think myself look like a little worm that crawling slowly to heaping works. I’m such a lazy person who always feels boring I really don’t understand why am I lazy? The teacher assigned me to do homework and I knew how to do it. I left it in a drawer at my bedroom and played games. Moreover, I had never pay attention to my homework until submitted day was coming. On the other hand, I usually spend my time on playing games, without doing homework. Accordingly, I did my homework on the last day, and I knew I did not do it well because I did not have enough time. Look! I spend my time on games instead doing homework because I did not have a motivation. I myself was motivated to play games more than homework’s scores. Finally, I got lessons from Literature and reading’s scores. Not only a lazy person, but also a bad student who is appropriate to receive a bad score. For this reason, I’m trying to improve myself and making a powerful motivation in my homework.
Miss Napas Lohsathien
ID 5131006180 Sec.04
The hardest thing
ReplyDeleteWake up in the morning, and come to the class on time by not late and don’t have another person to warn. Some people are very simple in your life, but for me this thing is the hardest thing in my life. In my life my mother always warms me to go to the school, but now in the university nobody can warm me. I had to wake up in the morning to go to the class by myself. In semester 1 is quite not have subject in the morning, but in this semester, the big obstacle in my life going to came to me after I saw the class room time table. First time I saw class room time table I exclaim, “Oh my god” I had to wake up at 8 am. 5day per a week to study in the class. This it a hardest ting, but I must to do that. In the first week of this semester, I can wake up in the morning to come to the class on time. Second week the old thing came back, I came to the class late 10-15 minutes but I can go to the class overtake check attendant. In third week not only late but also some day in third week I’m not wake up to came to the class, it trouble thing. Even thought I’m Setting alarm clock before I sleep, and I’m heard the sound of alarm clock real, but I’m wake up for stop the sound of alarm clock and slept go on. I think I want to sleep little bit but I’m not wake up to go to the class. I think if I had the bad habit go on, I will had the bad grade or get F in this subject. I will found trick that made me wake up to go to the class on time go on, and give the best result for me. First trick I’m buy the new alarm clock include the old alarm clock, I had tree alarm clock to warn me. First trick is good but I still little bit late, and I will find a trick to make me can get up at the morning and go to the class on time. Second trick, I set my cock in my room quick than the real time 10 minute. This trick is very awesome; this trick can made me came to the class on the time. I’ll always use two tricks together to win the hardest thing in my life, but the hardest thing is the hardest thing. Some day I might be go to the late or not wake up to go to the class like before. *O*
Mr.Jirapan suayan
ID 5131006014 Section 01
The hardest thing
ReplyDelete“Conserve my traditional costumes”
In the past, my hill tribes, Akha people, they always wore beautiful traditional costumes which had made from own embroider and own design. I was just a little girl from a poor family and had no silver. I only had the shirt with no silver buttons, and I did not have perfectly Akha traditional costumes. My family does not have enough money for silver, but I was very happy and proud to wear it in my traditional festival since then. In contrast, many girls from rich families all wore their best costumes. They had a silver buttons, the size of plates, sewn on the fronts of their jacket and wore silver belts. I never forget this beautiful ethnics of “my root ‘Akha hill tribes’” unfortunately, it just in the past because nowadays, Akha youth; new generation, they may not want to wear it again. There are many reasons for them to not wear, such as “I’m shy! -- I’m Fear! --, and I not have enough confident to wear it (Akha traditional costumes),” they may shy with his/ her boyfriends, friends, even social because they don’t need someone to know that she/he is Akha; they think “my outside look like Thai people, Chinese person, and doesn’t look like Akha girl/boy so no need to wear the ancient costumes as well as in the past.” Moreover, they fear to another person because when they wear an Akha costumes they might become a featured or interested from surrounding her/ him and many eyes at look at him/her appearance. Furthermore, they not have enough confident to wear because they think that this kind of costume is an old-fashioned. Of course, the globalization has change; they have a freedom to wear or not wear it and I can not to blame them both male and female to wear the traditional costume. They are just wear a t-shirt and trousers, or long plants in traditional festival -- they should right, yes -- *__* in deed, they may forget their ethnic; traditional lifestyle, wearing costumes. Although, I know that this is the hardest things for me to conserve my traditional costumes especially for them (Akha youth). I know that I can not change their mind and change their attitudes, but I hope that at least I would like them to awareness about “who they are and how they ought to do” because I don’t want this kind of behavior transfer again and again trough generation to generation. I just need to conserve my ethnics group; I promise that I will try to conserve my costume by wearing it in every festival. I strongly believe that if I am wearing first, I can be a good practice (good model) and they might follow me then.
Miss. Narissara Yebeo
ID: 5131006181
Section:4
Narissara...i do agree that start from ourselves and what other think or do just...let it be
ReplyDeleteThe hardest thing
ReplyDeleteWhenever I went to shopping with my friends, the unconscious habit will appear in me. This habit is the hardest thing that I cannot control myself because of I love walking. That was beginning of my story. Every time I will tried to keep out my walking when I went to shopping, but I could not do it because of this was my habit. Three weeks ago, I went to Chiang Mai to look for laptop for my friend. After she bought it, we must to receive it tomorrow because the mall was going to close and they did not install programs to laptop yet. While we waited for staff to bring it for us in that time, my wish in mind stared working. It made me walk and walk around the shop to look for the new things or the same things. I didn’t know why to walk around that, I continued walk and walk. After I walked for a moment, I was aware myself and I stopped walking and then I went to sit at my seat. After two minutes pass, I was starting walking slowly again, again and again until the staff brought it to us, so I stopped walk again and I look to the laptop for help her to look at function of it. After I came back from that shop, I knew myself and tried to keep out this habit in several time from me. Whenever I could do it, it will come back to me soon after that.
Miss Patiporn Khattita
ID: 5131006047 Sec. 01
The Hardest Thing
ReplyDeleteTo deny someone who watch me to do everything in every step like interfere is not easy. If that someone is stranger, I can refuse him easily by tell him face-to-face. In contrast, this someone is my close friend. Friend is the important word and person who can realize the sober friends’ stories. He, my close friend, is the one who care all of his friends so much, include me. Sometime I think it is too much. At the first time, I don’t know how he thinks about me. When the time goes by, I heard some gossip from my friend about what he thinks about me. I am so astonished because I don’t know what he thinks for a long time. I just know he likes me but he is my friend. That feeling can’t go on anymore. I can’t refuse his helpfulness by tell him face-to-face like stranger. I fear if I tell him a decline, we will not see each other with the same connection. Our relationship will change from friend to another so I just leave the disgusted out of my head and continue my life as the same as before I know this. That is the hardest thing for me right now.
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Mr. Nuttapong Metha
513 1006 165
Section 4
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ReplyDeleteThe Hardest Thing
ReplyDeleteWhen I was in high school, I did job training at a restaurant which is located in a golf course in Patumthanee province. The difficult thing was that when I went to apply, there’s an interview. I should have prepared everything for application and the interview. Those made me get everything ready for the position. The first is to be punctual on sign in. I’m not likely an on-time person. I need to adjust myself about this. The second thing is about job duty; my job was is a waiter. I need to learn about menu, for example, which menu should be ordered from particular kitchen because there are several kitchens such as Thai, European, Chinese and Japanese. The most difficult thing was how to behave among other colleagues. At first, I was looked if I am able to do the job. Sometimes, I wanted to speak to them openly; however, I could not say anything. I thought that I was there to work only. It’s very hard for me because I have never worked with senior people like my parents’ age. Later, I thought I need to change which is very important. The thing was I need to be punctual, calm, have good manner and etc. When I went home in evening, I stood in front of a mirror and revise things to be corrected. I asked myself if I should quit the job, but I didn’t do so. I think I have to overtake this obstacle. This will be very useful for my future career.
Mr.Thanatip Manokham
ID: 5131006175
Section 4
The hardest thing
ReplyDeleteChocolates, cakes, and snacks are my best friends which called me with sweet voice every night. Their taste which make me feel fascinate and cannot control myself. However, I try to restrain my heart, it’s unsuccessful. Of cause, this is my hardest thing; I cannot stop my mouth to eat desserts at night.
Usually, after I have dinner, my stomach was full of perfect foods. I think tonight I could not eat anything. On the other hand, when I see some kind of desserts, my feeling likes I’m so hungry again! I need something in my stomach. I really want desserts for make me happy. Eventually, it became my characteristic; I need desserts every night. I knew dessert is some kind of foods which has a lot of sugar. Moreover, it made me looked like a baby hippopotamus. I thought I must control myself; I wanted to stop this behavior immediately. For my intention, I hoped tonight I can do it, but when my friend came to my room and said, “Fon, do you want to eat some cakes tonight?” I’m motionless immediately. Her question liked a spell which deleted me intention. My mouth said only one word but it’s strong. “Sure!” Oh --Terrible!!
Miss Thananya Bunsiri
5131006034 Section 1
The hardest thing
ReplyDeleteSaying “KRAB” is the hardest thing of my whole 15 years of life. I have been getting trouble in “KRAB “saying, while I was studying in a senior high school of the feminine; I always said “KA” all the time. At that time I didn’t worry about any kind of “KRAB” and “KA”, that why my teachers didn’t care either “KRAB” or “KA”, so I have been keeping saying “KA” since I was a student there. I was told that “it was not important ‘whether you say KRAB or KA’”, because I was on the way I was. I sometimes considered KRAB for me, because I am a guy. I didn’t want to say like that, but I was familiar with “KA”, so I didn’t know the way of solving “KA” saying. All the time, I think that I am a unique guy, I am not indeed. However, I have been trying saying “KRAB” to someone stranger, she absolutely said “KA” to me like I was a girl. AS Saying “KRAB” of mine was not be better than “KA” that I have done. I have done as saying “KRAB” all the time, but it didn’t mean that I was a kind of general guy. You see? I don’t want to be like this. How peculiars KRAB isssss!!!!!!
Banchong Srimuted
5131006186
Sec”4
The Hardest Thing…
ReplyDeleteCan you walk in a shopping mall without buying anything? I can immediately answer this question that is No or Never. Taking me away from shoes shops is the hardest thing to do. I am fascinated with colorful and several styles of shoes that I can find all of them easily in many shopping malls. When I stand among shoes shop, I can’t stop myself to walk into those shops. I walk in the shops, and then always come out with a bag of shoes. I buy two or three shoes per week that make me lost of a lot of my money in my purse. I buy it, although I know that after buying, I will have not enough to buy even a meal. The result is the gastritis make me torture. I have tried two or three times to stop buying shoes and eat meals appropriately to cure my stomach, but not so long time, it still come back. When I feel better from that pain, I come back to shopping again. Now, I still buy shoes, but I try to lower number of it. Shoes which I had bought are my life, so it really hard to get away from it. However, I have to quit from this hard thing to save my money to do another better things for my life.
Miss Tananchanok Sukmark
ID: 5131006031
Section: 1
The Hardest Thing...
ReplyDeleteMoney is not everything of people life, but it is powerful to maintain life. Someone said “Money can take people rich.” Some say “Money makes social problem.” In the same way, money makes some people covetousness as me. This is the hardest thing that I never enough to use it. In each month my mother sent money to me, but I don’t save them to use in the future. I always buy things what I want such as accessories, shirts, shoes and others. Some of them I never use it, I just look and show in wardrobe. When I broke, I sometime lend money from my best friend. I think I can’t stop this behavior. I tried to find out a job on the internet to make money from the company. I saw special advertisement that if you work in 1 month you can get 3,000-4,000 baht depends on you. I applied it immediately; I got that job and work in 2 to 4 hours per day, but the company doesn’t sent money to me. I was tricked by the company; I started worry because of money scarcity. After that I called to mother for advice, I said “Sorry mom.” I accepted a big mistake please transfer money to me again. All in all, I still buy new things for myself, but I know the way to save money more then the past. However, I can’t live without money.
“Kill not the goose that lays the golden eggs.”
Thananya Phunsawat
ID: 5131006033
Section: 1
Nuttapong...the similar awkward situation has occurred to one of my close friend and i told her, life is yours...
ReplyDelete♥♥♥♥The hardest thing in my life♥♥♥♥
ReplyDeleteSince I was born, I meet a lot of hard thing in my life but I can fight every hard thing. I think everything is not hard to do but I have one hard thing that I cannot fight; I want to terminate the relationship with my boy friend but I cannot do that. In the first, we are just my friend, we study in the same classroom since I was 5 years old but I never talk to him and then in senior high school, we still study in the same classroom and we began talk and he pay court to me. He always take care me. He gave me everything that I want. 2 years later, everything is change. It likes at the end of promotion. He is far from me. He is not a student of Maefahluang University. He has not much time for me but I understand him about the time. I know I am self-will but I usually improve myself, he is not understand me. My love was change more and more. I think, we are not match, I cannot understand his mind. We should stop our relationship but we still love together. When I talk to stop our relationship, He begs me to continue our relationship and I always softhearted to him. Last week, we are quarrel together about his spoilt, I am very angry and I want to stop our relation again. I have not the sufferance. I close my mobile phone and he call to my friend’s mobile phone to talk with me. In the first, I do not care him but in finally, I talk with him again. I forgive and forget to his spoilt. He promises me to improve himself and I believe that. I hope my love will be better soon.
♥♥MissPalinda Keatkong♥♥
ID 5131006050
Section 1
The hardest thing
ReplyDelete“Darkness” is an invisible fairly fear for me, it is the only thing that can’t be get ridded of my mind. I don’t like it, when the night time comes because no one know what will be coming within the night; it’s probably be weird things or maybe the image that I have created in my mind. When I started to have my own bedroom; I couldn’t sleep without my father sit next to me. They wanted me to sleep by myself and so they decided to keep a tiny light on. I tired to sleep very hard but it wasn’t work and I felt like I had butterflies in my stomach. On that night I pushed my body up from the sheet and so I walked into my mom’s office and I told her that it is impossible to sleep alone. For me, It is suffering to sleep by myself in the quiet darkness and it is not fun. Since I have my bedroom, my parents always come and sleep with me and left their room empty. My grandmother told me that I am too big to sleep in the same bed with my parents. Finally, one night, I mended to sleep alone, after I turn the lights of. I turn on the television but kept the volume down. Then ran fast to the six foot bed and jump into it, I closed my eyes and I can realized that the bed is too wide for me. I’m afraid that it’s going to be something sleep near me or whatever that want to shared this bed with me because I can remember the movie which I have watched, when I was six years old; it is about the young woman loneness ghost whom want to sleep on the empty area of the bed. Hence I spread arms and legs like the star. Surprisingly on that night I can sleep by myself but just only one night.
Chancharat Chamsuparoke
ID: 5131006013 Sec:01
The hardest thing
ReplyDeleteThe hardest thing of my life is eating vegetarian food for health. Last month, I set my purpose to eat vegetarian food about 7 days and I thought that eating it made my health better than now. The reason that I did this because I thought vegetable doesn’t made me fat like the other food. In addition, it was easy to do and used less time too. The first day, I began to ate it easily but I couldn’t eat more because I couldn’t able to eat much vegetables. The second and third days, I could eat more and more but when the forth day came, I felt bore with vegetarian food because it had a lot of vitamin that it doesn’t has protein to make myself healthy. Before I eat it, I ate foods like pork, fish, etc. that has a lot of protein for my health, but I still patient for ate vegetarian food. For my body, it was very haggard and don’t had the energy to do anything, and when I had class I can’t understand about the detail of each subject, but I still fight for ate it. Finally, In 7 day, I was very happy to come back to ate pork, ate everything as much as I can, but I can’t ate it because my body was badly. After that, I went to hospital about 2 days. Therefore, when I look back, I think that something that we think it easy, but it might be not easy as we think.
Miss Kanyapak Pratyaprachakorn
ID: 5131006008 sec.1
The Hardest Thing…
ReplyDelete“You never know that...in our relation are hide something much more inside. You never know that...your close friend thinking something as far as friend.”
Song: You never know that … (ช่างไม่รู้อะไรเลย)—Boy Peacemaker
Do you ever been secret love with your close friend? I am the one who ever been met this situation before. I secret love him about 7 years ago. I know he has girl friend already but I can’t control myself. I do every thing as a general friend but my heart is not think like that, it’s dishonest thinking. Every time when I saw he walks with his girl friend, I feel very painful in my heart. But I must force a smile to them though in my heart was crying with bitterness. When he has the problem with his girl friend, I am always his adviser. I must give the good advice for him but in my heart think opposite of my act. It does always imprecate them to break up. And then, when they reconcile, he always forgot me as I’m ethereal. I ever been try to tell him about my feeling but I’m not brave enough, because I fear, if I tell him. He will be change and our friendship will be end too. Thus, I must hide my feeling very deep in my heart and try to keep this secret forever. He doesn’t know it and he will never know this feeling forever. Even though, I will be very painful but for his happiness and our friendship, I will do while it’s very hard and I must unwilling myself.
Name: Netima Chaikaew
ID: 5131006044
Section: 01
The Hardest Thing
ReplyDeleteThe hardest thing, for me, is to be beloved of everyone. I know a lot of peoples but not all of them love me as I hope. They give me a sweet smile or a greatly tuneful speech; however, indeed, they don’t like me so much. These are only the external emotion from them to reflect me. I can’t pierce through their flesh to see their heart. I don’t know their real feeling. Some of them are sincere; that is to say, they care about my feeling, and help me when I am meeting with trouble situation. In contrast, I have never gotten a bits and pieces of sincerity from the person who is close by me. They always come to see me because they want to pick up some kind of benefit from me. When I don’t have any benefit, they go away from me. Moreover, they act like I am an invaluable wind that blow passed them without any advantage.
I am optimist. I don’t judge someone before I know him/her. Besides, I hope that they will be pleased to know me. I try to be friend with everyone without pretence, but I almost get a gossip and rumor about myself back from them. I really want to be the good girl in other eyes like a general human want. However, I can’t be like that because everybody doesn’t have the same heart. They don’t use same criteria to judge the quality of human. Some my behavior is good for someone, but it is bad for someone else. I can’t do anything to response every one’s wants.
Now, I am being happy because I have mom, oldest brother, and older sisters whom I extremely adore. If they go to another land where I can’t go there, I don’t know that how can I live in this mask land. Everybody have to wear a mask because of pretence. I shall be cheerless like a lonely tree in large desert that withers and dies in finally.
Poonsook Boonsrimuang
ID. 5131006203 Section 4
The hardest thing of my life, it is really unbelievable story. This is my real story that I am going to tell you (audience) about something. I never tell “love mom” to my mother, I not like as a good boy for her. Although, it is embarrassing, I would like to tell you in the last journal of this semester. I tried to tell ‘that’ many time in Mother’s day or important day when I have a chance, but I not brave and be shy so that is not good thing. I did not know why? However, the times pass for twenty years, I still never told her but I tried to do anything that made happiness for her. Even though, I am I person who is taking care not well but I attempt to do things that not make she miserable or disappointed. For examples, when my mom offer to me about buying a new cloths or costumes; I would say “never mind” or said denied, and I would give the reason that you should save money. Second thing, I tried to economize the money in each month that I receive from her, in sometime, I like a poor man that starve a meal. At least amount of monthly money that I request to her is about three thousand to four thousand. I hardly eat snacks or chip because of over the necessity. My mom always says, “You can eat anything that you need and don’t worry about money” I can not do that because I can save her money as much as I can. And the lasting, I tried to do good things, tried to not request anything from her, I am going to pay attention in studying for get graduated in four years, be a good boy for her and no smoking and drink alcohol. All of above, there are ways that I can do for her and I will try it my best. I don’t know about my behavior can equal with saying “love mom” or not? Who can tell me please?
ReplyDeleteKraiwitch Chinayos
5131006010 Section.1
The Hardest Thing
ReplyDeleteThe hardest thing for a man who has curly hair is wearing a helmet. If you observe my hair style, you will see that my hair is very curly and fly away like afro( Nigro-hair style). Although it looks very strange from other people, I’m very proud with this cool hair and live with it happily. Then, our university makes the new rule that everybody must wear the helmet before enter in the university’s area. This new rule bothers me a lot. I must buy a new helmet because my hair can’t press into my old helmet. The big new one makes me feel better, but the problem is not only the size of the helmet. Whenever I wear the helmet my hair always fastens with a sponge inside the helmet. As a result, I can’t take off my helmet immediately although I’m very hurry. Every time before I take off my helmet I must spend one minute at least for take it of slowly. After that, I must look at the nearest mirror without delay because my hair will be a circle same as the helmet’s shape. Even though there are many problems occur with my hair everyday, I never think about cutting short hair to solve this bored problem. I think that I can wear this hair style only in this period when I live in the university. After graduation, I must change everything appropriate with my work and this hair style will be my best picture in my heart.
Poowadol srimalee 5131006083 sec1
Hardest Thing
ReplyDeleteThere is only one personality for each person, I extremely know about it. From the time when I was a little boy until now this thing is always haunt me regularly, it is associating with someone or making friend. Wherever I go, I found people talk together happily and intimately except me. It is only me who become a quiet man in a group always. I know, speaking is the best way to make myself to known someone but it is not occur to me, I don’t know why. Something in my head told me that listening is better than speaking that is not true all the time. Sometime, I want to pronounce a word but I am not confident enough. Several times shyness down my purpose to the end. I realize that keep silent is bad habit occasionally cause of miss an opportunity and it can influence on other directions. I remember my mother’s words she said, “ if you want to be known from others, you must talk to them did not stuck yourself like this.” At the present, I am still the same, I did not pretend the way I am but it came out from inside that others don’t see. Day by day, it is increasing seriously this my behaviour is involved in my studying because of I am keep quiet at the corner of the classroom also. Therefore, I get fewer score in participation part, it is very bad to me. However, I can say that all of these are my influential problem obviously.
Thurakit Wongphadungtham
5131006178 section: 4
The Hardest Thing
ReplyDelete“What is my hard?” I have the question in my mind. I try to think and ask my friends, “What is my hard.” Immediately, I think; my hard is study in the university because I determine to learn and quiz but the result is low point. However, I will endeavor to study more than in the past. Especially, writing 1, syntax and literature 1. Firstly, the writing 1 is the hard subject that I don’t like and very fear to fail. Now, I change my feeling from “I don’t like” to “I like this subject.” Because the teacher makes me absolutely sure to learn and should not worry about fail. Secondly, the syntax is the hardest too but I can get much knowledge and can apply to use it in the writing 1. Lastly, literature 1 is the one course of hard. The first time, I see this course it easy and I can do, but right now it doesn’t easy as it looks. For the tree course make me very serious but there are something helping me from this situation. It is the secret techniques that I got from my brother. Firstly, don’t have anything difficult that I cannot do it. Secondly, if you cannot do it, you should have looked the first. I keep this technique in our heart and use it when I tired. Now, I have a power to fight and fill my life with happiness also wish to graduate from this university with proud. I’m very sure that.
Miss.Doungtawan Khongphetsak
ID:5131006169 Sec.4
It took a little while for me to think about the hardest story of mine. I don't believe that the hardest things is exist. I finished many things in my life triumphantly but I must have threw all the strength. Yet, could you consider this story as "The Hardest"? I use to wake up with the same feeling of the previous night, the feeling of repentance. I can't accept what I've done. I can't be with myself because I will continue to think about the mistake; this mistake brought more regret to her. Although, It's been 6 months and we are apart, I repeatedly think about the same sad thing. I had to hide myself from her. I couldn't meet her face-to-face because I'm ashame of myself and my fault. Even though I have never been to Hell before, It is like I'm in the deepest circle of hell with no angel trying to take me out. Well, I'm confusing among "to accept", "to forget", or "to live with it", sometime I'm please to live with its and may be some day I will not have to feel the pain anymore. If she forgive me all the mean fault. I believe that the hardest thing is the thing that you are unable to beat it. Until now, I can't beat it and it tends to cause me more sad.
ReplyDeleteNoppanun Phongtang 5131006179 section: 04
The hardest thing
ReplyDeleteSince, I was born and grow up. My aunt always controls my life. I can not pamper my self like my friends. I can not go outside the home. I can not do every thing if my aunt was not allowed. For this reason, make me become a person who is orderly and serious. In contrast, I became hesitant; I did not dare to decide when I have to choose something. I think the decision is similar to driving. If chosen the wrong path it gives us astray. In the same way, if I choose wrong things. It will be cause of errors that are difficult to change. When I have to decide some things, I feel nervous and worry.
My thoughts are often conflicting. I don’t know what should I do to resolve the issue in my decision; because I still have not decided that I should choose what way? Therefore, the decision is the hardest thing for me. :))
Miss Pornnapat Panyadee
ID: 5131006193 sec 4
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ReplyDeleteThe hardest things
ReplyDeleteIn my life, since I was a little girl until now, I have had one thing that I can not do it well. That is a mathematic subject. I had not a good grade in my student life. Mathematic subject is boring, and It difficult to understand. Therefore I always copy friend’s homework. When I was student in primary school, my teacher always scolded me. Because I was silly, and then I known my teacher tried to teach me. Later, I studied in high school. I failed an exam in mathematic subject; although, I try to learn it. I still not understand in the lesson. At the present I am student in Mae fah Lung University. I selected in English major. Because I thank that this major have no mathematic subject, but I misunderstood.
Last semester I had withdrawn the Math for life subject. However, next semester I will learn this subject with the sophomore again. Oh! I would like to say “I hate math.”
Miss Tamonwan Udompon
ID 5131006176
Section4
The hardest thing
ReplyDeleteForgetfulness seems to be the hardest thing for me. I tried to forget the bad thing in my mind but I could not do it. That poorest thing in my thought is about “love”. I have ever loved a guy, who is my own best friend; although, I knew it should not happened. I chose to give my heart to this guy, who loved me just only like a friend; I did not need it at that time. I need his warm, his hug, his love, and his heart. I felt alive when he came close; my heart was fast beating. Every symptom is called “falling in love” or not; if yes I should tell him or not, many questions pop up in my head. Finally, I could decide; I chose to tell him. He took the times for 2 months to thinking about it; at last, he denied me. I felt pain; it is really hurt inside, how can I forget. Although, the time passed but I still cannot forget him.
Miss Patrapee Chairat
ID:5131006206
Sec:04
The Hardest Thing
ReplyDeleteMy hardest thing is Eating vegetable. It is the thing that common people can do easily. I think for them it not difficult to eat it, but for me it is very difficult as eating dirt. I can not eat any vegetable. Even, colorful vegetable and also fruit as well. I can not eat them at all. I have no reason why I cannot eat vegetable and moreover when I eat it I will vomit. When I was young my mom tried many ways to make me eat vegetable, but I am stubborn and finally she trying was failed. When I go camping I eat only rice because foods at the camp are several of vegetable. For the reason that I don not eat vegetable it makes me to be growth like sickly person and short. I know that my life is no stay long as others. Now a day, I still do not eat vegetable I can not force my self to eat vegetable. I think may be I will eat vegetable for keep my self healthy and have a long life to live with my kids when I have they, but no one know may be my kids will can not eat vegetable like me that when that day came It will be My hardest ting to force my kids to eat vegetable.
MR. Nantakin Ittiphrommat
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The Hardest Thing
ReplyDeleteStop to eat all of food that can make me fat is the hardest thing in my life. When I grow up, my shape is quite change to fat and my weight is up continually because of I love to eat a lot. I’m so serious with my trouble that I faced and I think many people are faced like me. Now, I want to change my eating behavior for plan to consume the good food. I just the plan but I can’t do anything because I can’t control myself to stop eating although, I never hungry. I tried to do another ways for diet such as exercise, play the sport but have nothing. I always said to my friend “I’ll diet now don’t ask me to eat some snack.” Indeed, I can’t do anything like I said with my friend because of I can’t stop myself so, I think it is the hardest thing for me to do.
Thitiporn Taweesuknirun
ID: 5131006164
Sec: 4
i do believe exercising works, Thitiporn
ReplyDeleteat least i hope you don't hate fruits, nantakin
ReplyDeletewell, revealing your feeling for someone is a good thing to do, patrapee. but you need to be open and fair enough to accept the outcome and consequences. your pray may not be answered this time, but i believe he will be faded from your mind with time
ReplyDeletetamonwan...running away may not be a good idea as not everything in life is easy. you have roses sometimes and rocks sometimes
ReplyDeletetong...you have to accept before you can live with it, but to forget, you just need time. hello, i can't believe it's that deep in you
ReplyDeletedoungtawan...keep reminding yourself...nothing is easy. the only thing that matters is do it or not
ReplyDeletethurakit...i can see how silent and shy you are from the consequence of one assignment's score, but please know talking to me is not hard. i promise i'll be gentle with you for i won't want to frighten you away :-)
ReplyDeleteit's fun to read your story, poowadol
ReplyDeletekraiwitch...you're sweet but this is something in males i don't understand: they keep things/feelings too deep and i just wonder, "Can't you guys make it simpler?"
ReplyDeletenetima...it's a torture, isn't it?
ReplyDeletekanyapak...the trick is how you cook it and looking for varieties
ReplyDeleteyou've brought me laughters, poowadol
ReplyDeletei don't know if i can consider it the hardest thing, tong, for a don't really know what it is that you're talking about. what is it that you regret about? have you broken someone's heart? have you hurt someone's feeling?
ReplyDeleteThe hardest thing
ReplyDeleteI think it seems like my sin that makes me nervous until now. Lose weight is the hardest thing for me and I stay with it for twenty years. If I tell the reason, I think you do not believe me. Because of I am still fat. Women need to be beautiful that I could not agree more for this point. Since I was born, I am chubby girl. Trying to image, chubby girl looks like half-caste and milky skin, it is so cute. My parents always give good things for me because I am the first lovely child. Especially, food is the best of all, I can eat too much as much as I can that make them happy. From now, my eating has included everything that I can eat but one thing I do not eat “rice porridge” then I eat at all. It does not help me reduce my weight. And right now, I realize I must lose my weight. I try every way to lose my weight, for example, exercise, takes medicine, and etc. But I can not. I will try continuing even though my weight is hard to reduce but I will try. And finally, I think the hardest thing "Lose weight" beside me.
Napatsara Tookjit 5131006040 sec 1
The hardest thing that I ever had
ReplyDeleteThe hardest thing that I ever had in my life is I need to prepare for the exam. Whenever the exam is close by, I will delicately read though the entire book and make sure that I did not miss any important detail. The habit of mind really make me even harder to review the lesson; additionally, I am majoring in business chinese ,and I never study Chinese before entering this university which mean I will delicately read though the entire book that I just barely understand the content. Therefore, it is really hard that I need to read at least 200 pages that I can just barely understand the detail. Sometime, if I cannot really understand it, then I just remember the entire paragraph which is really tough if you cannot even read nor understand what it is trying to refer to. After all the hard work that I did, I become really influence in Chinese and that make me do not need much time to understand the content which make me easier to prepare for the exam.
Noppat Karansawat
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Sec:4
TOPIC CLOSED. Thank you for joining kha. Think I'll linger on this blog, even though I know no one will be around, because I miss meeting you every week...here...
ReplyDeletethen make a new topic, so, we can share hehe
ReplyDeletereally? are you serious? will you come just to talk and stop talking about marking or scores?
ReplyDeletehehe yes but it will be good if you leave a comment as well
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